Sunday, February 26, 2006
@ 3:30 AM
i`ve been wanting to post this for a very long time le . dhere`s this girl or shud i say good friend whom i`m very close to in the past . but not now . cosh she has her friends , i have mine . and now we only smile at each other . and when she`s online . we dont even chat anymore . we`re not like last time . we use to chat bout anything under the sun . but now ? not even a hi or whadever . hahs . whad has happen ? i dont know . neither of us said anything bout it . i think she`s okay with it . but the fact is im not . hais . her character changed , her whadever shit oso change . i dont know whether i hate her or i just dont like her attitude . sometimes we have to accept all this laa . now , all she cares is her best friends and her boyfriend . but whad bout the other friends . she like cant be bothered like dhat . i cannot do anything . it`s not shocking why some sec 2s will talk bout her bf and her . it`s not amazing to me at all . some of my friends oso tell me you`re becoming like another person . you`re no longer the mei i once know . and i dont know whad has got into you . and hais . i really dont know la kay ? it`s up to you . i cant interfere in the things you do . all i can do is to give you advice . if you dont wanna heed my advice . dhen dhat`s too bad . =] dhat`s all .
i`m sorry . all i did was cared bout my own feelings . i nvr really cared for yours . but whenever i wanna talk to you bout my feelings . you`re either away , busy or not online . i use to turn to you when i`m upset or feeling down instead of turning to my besties . but now , it`s very hard . i just wanna let you know dhat i still love you and care for you like the past . none of the feelings changed .
>[: poixin really, we should start mugging alrdy. says:
honestly you have no rights to say my attitude changed
you`re right . i dont have the rights to say your attitude changed cosh im not with you everyday like how your besties do . but i`ll not fang you . im sorry if i`ve offended you . sorry . hais .